only my sister really understands how i really feel at the moment it just hurts so much we would do anything to bring our dad back. i read this poem and felt it was the only way could describe my feelings..... how do i write on paper the feelings i have inside the heartache and emptiness,when the dad i loved has died how do i carry on,and smile through tears i hide the loneliness i suddenly felt,my dad i loved has died how do i get through tomorrow,when today i relly tried why cant i turn the clock back to the day before you died maybe then we could of done something,anythingwould be worth a go,maybe then my feelings i wouldnt have to show im gonna need some help here,i know whats meant to be will be,my friend,my soulmate,my dad has gone and left me i hope your happy dad wherever you maybe,free from painyou felt for so long,smiling from heaven at me please guide me through my lifedad cus im scared on my own,think of me as often as i do you and we"ll never feel alone so i"ll say goodbye to you now then,and blow a kiss into the sky rest with the angelsand stay close to me dad i love you so so much for now goodbye.......

THIS IS A POEM FOR MY GRANDAD WHO I MISS SO MUCH AND LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART... i miss you i know it hurt you it hurt me to but now that your gone all i know is that i miss you you were there for so long i never thought you would leave i thought you had another year waiting up your sleeve the day that you left was the saddest of my life i remember sitting at home and crying alday and night i might be selfish but i wish you were here or if you stayed for one more year i know you loved me and i still love you too so im trying to be strong just for you i know im not perfect i know i"ll never be i just hope your up there and that your proud of me you had to let go even though you were holding on for so long but theres not a day i dont think of you and how you were so strong i just wont to tell you that your always in my heart even though i still cry i know were not apart. love you grandad love leah xxxx

there is a place in my heart for you alone a piece of my life only you can own for deep in my heart a memory is kept of the one i love and will never forget memories are something no-one can ever steal life goes on,we know its true life goes on,we know its true but not the same since i lost you i thought of you today dad bbut that is nothing new i thought about you yesterday and the day before that too your body maybe silent but your soul has been set free and your living in my heart now where i know you"ll always be in my heart i cant believe that the time was right for you to leave you left a space only you can fill i"ll remember you dad and always will many times i have wanted you many times i have cried if my love could have saved you you never would have died i tried and tried but god knew best and in his mercy, he took you home to rest.. R.I.P. dad will forever love youxxx