only my sister really understands how i really feel at the moment it just hurts so much we would do anything to bring our dad back.
i read this poem and felt it was the only way could describe my feelings.....
how do i write on paper the feelings i have inside
the heartache and emptiness,when the dad i loved has died
how do i carry on,and smile through tears i hide
the loneliness i suddenly felt,my dad i loved has died
how do i get through tomorrow,when today i relly tried
why cant i turn the clock back to the day before you died
maybe then we could of done something,anythingwould be worth a go,maybe then my feelings i wouldnt have to show
im gonna need some help here,i know whats meant to be will be,my friend,my soulmate,my dad has gone and left me
i hope your happy dad wherever you maybe,free from painyou felt for so long,smiling from heaven at me
please guide me through my lifedad cus im scared on my own,think of me as often as i do you and we"ll never feel alone
so i"ll say goodbye to you now then,and blow a kiss into the sky
rest with the angelsand stay close to me dad
i love you so so much for now goodbye.......
feelings
20th September 2010
THIS IS A POEM FOR MY GRANDAD WHO I MISS SO MUCH AND LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART...
i miss you
i know it hurt you
it hurt me to
but now that your gone
all i know is that i miss you
you were there for so long
i never thought you would leave
i thought you had another year
waiting up your sleeve
the day that you left
was the saddest of my life
i remember sitting at home
and crying alday and night
i might be selfish
but i wish you were here
or if you stayed
for one more year
i know you loved me
and i still love you too
so im trying to be strong
just for you
i know im not perfect
i know i"ll never be
i just hope your up there
and that your proud of me
you had to let go
even though you were holding on for so long
but theres not a day i dont think of you
and how you were so strong
i just wont to tell you
that your always in my heart
even though i still cry
i know were not apart.
love you grandad love leah xxxx
harnesscrew
19th September 2010
there is a place in my heart for you alone
a piece of my life only you can own
for deep in my heart a memory is kept
of the one i love and will never forget memories are something no-one can ever steal
life goes on,we know its true
life goes on,we know its true
but not the same since i lost you
i thought of you today dad
bbut that is nothing new
i thought about you yesterday
and the day before that too
your body maybe silent
but your soul has been set free
and your living in my heart now
where i know you"ll always be
in my heart i cant believe
that the time was right
for you to leave
you left a space
only you can fill
i"ll remember you dad and always will
many times i have wanted you
many times i have cried
if my love could have saved you
you never would have died
i tried and tried but god knew best
and in his mercy, he took you home to rest..
R.I.P. dad will forever love youxxx
charlotte
19th September 2010